Since I dont know what I want to do next, I have been focusing on my career and my dogs. I feel there is nothing I can do right now so I am "Relaxed" on the baby subject. You know how, "Just relax and it will happen" is one of those key phrases you dont say to an infertile? Well keep that in mind for a minute.
Wednesday morning I felt nautious for about 30 minutes or so. I thought nothing of it. Thursday morning I felt nautious for a little bit.... hmmm. But I know its nothing, not going down that freaking road. Well its Saturday and my period has kinda started but not like normal and I am usually like clockwork. Im just spotting. So the mind games are on! I have been off birth control since 2003 and not pregnant so why do I want to buy a pregnancy test like a recovering crack adict wants crack.
I'm crazy right? I bet ya I wake up to full flow joe tomorrow :)
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